Guuuuys, I don't know what to talk about today! I am just so tired, all I want to do is close my eyes for just a second... I'm not sleeping, just resting my eyes...
Just kidding, I'm not sleep-blogging, although I am tired enough that I totally could.
I only have one idea for a blog topic for today and it might be kind of weird, but I'm just going to go for it.
So I have kind of weird issues when it comes to commitment and change. I have a very addictive personality and when I love something, I don't want it to change. I really don't do well with change; I like when things stay exactly the same. And, when things do have to change, it usually doesn't go over all that well with me. I deal with it, but in my head, I'm kind of freaking out. The reason that this is a current issue is because tonight I had to tell a bunch of kids I teach at the pool that I won't be their teacher any more. I have been teaching these kids for at least eight weeks, some since January, and even some of them since September. The reason I won't be their teacher any more is because I'm leaving for my trip next week and will end up missing three weeks of Thursdays. I am actually so sad that I'm not going to be teaching some of these kids again. As excited as I am about my trip, I wish it didn't mean that I won't be seeing these kids any more.
How do feel about change? Do you hate it as much as I do, or are you better at dealing with it? Let me know in the comments!
Days until Toronto: 5
Days until cruise: 14
xo
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